Fuck this shit dawg, I cant fucking breathe and im working on this paper that is clearly NOT going anywhere.. im frustrated and on top of that my roommate wants to go to ASA with me tmw..i mean they want her to go..but damn can I have one thing to myself? You know..jeesh

Coughin up a storm ppl think I have swine flu or something….my stomach hurts too..ughhhh and bio group is flaky nobody wants to work on the project tonight I am NOT meeting tomorrow morning..fuck that shit my best friend and her boyfriend broke up and I kind of told her that it was inevitable so shes kinda pissed I think..i need a fucking boyfriend

Working on my 9 page paper due on the last day, literally two weeks left before i can go back home

I need a job

I need to register for summer classes
I need a boyfriend

Soooo ive been thinking about married man lately..i dont know why i called im twice and hung up when he answered i was so scared...if i start talking to him again im going to develop feelings..i will get strung along again and i am just so done with that.

And another thing my roomate seems to somehow try a nd talk to every guy i even show interest in. im so happy my fuck buddy did  NOT know her whatsoever.. she acts like a sharamutha and its annoying.
And i fucking hate niggas man gooooosh

I met this guy last night hes sooo chill hes not the most attractive but hes real tight...he has a gf though...and shes gorgeous...o great....ive noticed that ever since my maried man ive beenattracted to guys with girls

School is hard and i feel like shit teres an african student association meeting tmw ive been going to the past two ones im mostly likely gonna go tmw...i dunno it feels like middle school all over again

where i would MAKE myself go to cheerleading practice even though all the girls were so mean to me

It just sucks you know i mean no ones mean to me at asa but i feel like they judge me because they see me smoking


Yea ill go ill make tj go with me he likes me;) i miss jerome
 

Stayin in working on stat =) oh and guess what ryan has a girlfriend =)

So im still thinking why am i still attracted to men who are taken? it all started with my married man..now jerome has a girlfriend and hes like in fucking
 

L
O
V
E
he cheated with me over spring break...i lovvvvve sleeping with him..although hes not that big he knows how to make me feel good.and i love giving him head..see i never gave head until him..this past summer i thought it was the most digusting thing ever...but i like making him happy

havent talked to my school fuck buddy either