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sol_obsesion
12 July 2009 @ 01:27 am
happens...everything i post on here happens..i got a D in my chem class..i passed but that doesnt transfer..AHHHHHHHH ive been in the most pissy mood lately i have been going to the gym however im so scared im going to end up being a college dropout waitress..like i said everything i post on here happens...sooo is that going to happen?
 
 
sol_obsesion
30 June 2009 @ 10:47 pm
Life is good..i guess one more day of chem class!! yes and then im free!! i can focus on finding a boyfriend

mhmmm so jamaican doesnt pick up my phone calls but he will flirt and talk to me at work..whats that about?

pornstar at my second job told me i was beautiful..no he really is a porn star!

i love the nicknames i give my men

manager firts

ex is still with his gf..bff told me that i need to start talking to him.she said he keeps asking her why im not speaking to him...she said it shows that he hurt me..which HE DID!! he really did which is why i don't talk to him.. its hard

monster...no he really looks like a monster...married but im attracted to him..and i dunno why hes asked me for my number saying his marriage is ending..do i really want to get into that shit again? Honestly, i don't think that hes worth it..at least hes not attractive enough

new guy ron...he got me very drunk and came to see me at work today..told me i was crazy but he still wanted to get to know me...i told him yes...mhm why the hell not? but i dont wanna be with willyks bums!!

im gonna shower and watch castle:)
 
 
sol_obsesion
20 June 2009 @ 11:48 pm
chemistry is really kicking my ass i think im gonna get a d in the class i cant rely on extra credit. i dont know what to do i hate dissapointing my parents.maybe school just isnt for me? i spoke with my manager today about it he told me if wanted to drop out of school i needed a backup plan and his was the restaurant..i cant resort to that 
 
 
sol_obsesion
09 June 2009 @ 10:28 pm
I havent really updated in a while im home =) yea! my grades were really bad chem is going okay so fay but i don't understand why i dont get things it comes so easily to other people...i chilled with jamaican the other night..that was fun...but i wanted to change..all my friends are getting into relationships and this is just depressing
 
 
sol_obsesion
14 May 2009 @ 03:22 pm
shouldnt college be for those that actually get good grades? paying out the ass to get good grades right?

im very horny and frustrated :D ....four days till i go home!
 
 
sol_obsesion
06 May 2009 @ 11:29 pm
ugh  

Fuck this shit dawg, I cant fucking breathe and im working on this paper that is clearly NOT going anywhere.. im frustrated and on top of that my roommate wants to go to ASA with me tmw..i mean they want her to go..but damn can I have one thing to myself? You know..jeesh

 

Coughin up a storm ppl think I have swine flu or something….my stomach hurts too..ughhhh and bio group is flaky nobody wants to work on the project tonight I am NOT meeting tomorrow morning..fuck that shit my best friend and her boyfriend broke up and I kind of told her that it was inevitable so shes kinda pissed I think..i need a fucking boyfriend

 
 
sol_obsesion
04 May 2009 @ 09:46 pm


Working on my 9 page paper due on the last day, literally two weeks left before i can go back home

I need a job

I need to register for summer classes
I need a boyfriend

Soooo ive been thinking about married man lately..i dont know why i called im twice and hung up when he answered i was so scared...if i start talking to him again im going to develop feelings..i will get strung along again and i am just so done with that.

And another thing my roomate seems to somehow try a nd talk to every guy i even show interest in. im so happy my fuck buddy did  NOT know her whatsoever.. she acts like a sharamutha and its annoying.
And i fucking hate niggas man gooooosh

I met this guy last night hes sooo chill hes not the most attractive but hes real tight...he has a gf though...and shes gorgeous...o great....ive noticed that ever since my maried man ive beenattracted to guys with girls

 
 
sol_obsesion
29 April 2009 @ 08:31 pm
shit  

School is hard and i feel like shit teres an african student association meeting tmw ive been going to the past two ones im mostly likely gonna go tmw...i dunno it feels like middle school all over again

where i would MAKE myself go to cheerleading practice even though all the girls were so mean to me

It just sucks you know i mean no ones mean to me at asa but i feel like they judge me because they see me smoking


Yea ill go ill make tj go with me he likes me;) i miss jerome
 

 
 
sol_obsesion
21 April 2009 @ 09:17 pm
Im so fucking depressed WHATTHEFUCK my chem class is fucking full what the hell am i supposed to do? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
 
 
sol_obsesion
19 April 2009 @ 01:31 pm
HAPPY ETHIOPIAN EASTER

next week is remis birthday and my parents told me i could come home but my ethiopian friends here invited me for a barbecue....what do i do

and i called jerome last night....i get a text this morning" sorry brittany deleted your number :/"

WT?
 
 
sol_obsesion
16 April 2009 @ 11:02 pm
WHOA  

Stayin in working on stat =) oh and guess what ryan has a girlfriend =)

 
 
Current Music: outta my system
 
 
sol_obsesion
16 April 2009 @ 01:36 am
Whew  
Its 1:36 am anddd im studying for bio...this class can NOT be like plant bio i swear im legit studying im just not grasping/understanding everything...ill sleep at 3... my parents let me take my car back and it got towed on its second night...i need to change..like asap OMG just wen i thought my life was going okay...


and the micro class i want to take next semester is full :( im depressed i want this week to be over..im not drinking this weekend :D



I miss my boy
 
 
Current Location: dorm
Current Music: nice and slow usher
 
 
sol_obsesion
06 April 2009 @ 01:22 am
I studied allll day..literally im so proud of myself..i better rape all these tests/quizzes i have coming up..mhm ive been looking at my livejournal posts and most of them deal with me talking about sex and/or being horny..is that bad?
 
 
Current Music: pony, ginuwine
 
 
sol_obsesion
05 April 2009 @ 01:06 am
 i want to cry..i dont even know why im not an emotional person..its saturday and i am NOT in the mood to go out so im studying

i just want jerome..i loved him i really did
 
 
sol_obsesion
01 April 2009 @ 08:53 pm
I jus ate a weed brownie..haha waiting for it to kick in..i havent updated since b4 spring break..spring break was amazing..went home again last weekend.now iv been busting my ass to try and get good grades =) i still might apply to umd for transfer

So im still thinking why am i still attracted to men who are taken? it all started with my married man..now jerome has a girlfriend and hes like in fucking
 

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he cheated with me over spring break...i lovvvvve sleeping with him..although hes not that big he knows how to make me feel good.and i love giving him head..see i never gave head until him..this past summer i thought it was the most digusting thing ever...but i like making him happy

havent talked to my school fuck buddy either

 

 
 
sol_obsesion
25 March 2009 @ 03:19 pm
so...one of my best friends is mad at me..idk why she said i was "the most annoying bitch ever"..and deleted me from her facebook..idk i dont get it..she does that shit sometimes..whatever i act like idc and two days later shell start texting me again..she tried to hook me up with ryan..when i show no interest she keeps pushing him on me..yet now...when i am actually TRYING to talk to him she doesnt want me too..wtf...like make up ur mind bitch

maybe shes secretly fucking him? idk or has feelings forr him? you never know

i hate females sometimes they re too much fucking DRAMA im going home this weekend but not telling my parents....this should be entertaining.
 
 
sol_obsesion
25 March 2009 @ 08:16 am
cp  
Going to cp this weekend..not telling my parents so that i can just stay with nyesha...uhhhhi feel bad because i told dana to go but i think she wanted me to go as well so that she could chill with matt......yea soim going instead il proabbaly stay home the first night then with nye the second..i dunno
 
 
sol_obsesion
22 March 2009 @ 05:48 pm
My break was amazzing fucked jerome..once his gf kept calling inbetween...uhhi sat in a mickey d parking lot and cried my balls out yesterday i dont know why.
 
 
sol_obsesion
10 March 2009 @ 02:14 am
I havent spoken to jerome since saturday night..and i don't plan on calling him either..he wont talk to me while im away at school so then why when i go home should i give him the time of day? I am not going to ignore him necessarily..just i don't have time for that
He told musudine that hes going through alot of shit right now and he just needs time to figure shit out
He said that he wanted to be serious with me she told him " Let me know if you are going to take my friend seriously because i don't want her wasting her time" and its true...why should i? Im young and decent looking... my fuck buddy here hasnt contacted me either..the other night when he passed out i was going through his phone and there were texts from some girl lindsay talking about love..i know his ex's name is lindsay sooo..

my question today is..why does it have to be so difficult..im not saying i want to marry you, just fucking show me you like me don't string me along and make ME look stupid
 
 
sol_obsesion
08 March 2009 @ 04:17 pm
i got the shit fucked out of me on friday night...literally my vag was so fuckin sore..is that possible? I was so shit faced last night and my fuck buddy wouldnt answer my phone calls..i hate that shit..its so fucking gay  i feel like a loser..im NOT a loser..im gonna stop calling people..and jerome is a dick he said he didnt want to see me....he always says hell call u me when he doesnt..its not that difficult pick up the fucking phone and talk to me..even if its like for two mintues just say "hey babe i didnt forget about you"


ahhhhhhhhhh im hungover..and i have a 7 page paper due thursday
 
 
 
 

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