sol_obsesion

can i ask a question?

2009-12-13T06:31:06Z

Why do we have to go to shcool? I mean I know in the society today its difficult to find a job without it but wtf im stressed

Writer's Block: Name your passion

2009-12-02T18:29:19Z

What are you most passionate about and why?

Submitted By blushingpink

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nothing, nothing at all and it pains me

ambiguity

2009-11-11T05:25:06Z

I dont know what i want to do with my life anymore.. i hate this i changed my major to information systems but god knows accounting is hard and econ...what am i going to do? i mean i completely understand no major is easy..i would love to be a doctor but i couldnt pass my stupid chem class this is my THIRD time..i told myself that if i pass 121 then i will change my major to med tech...but if i dont then its a lost cause...my fear in life is working a 9 to 5 job..with informaiton systems i feel like thats what im going to end up doing..sitting at a cubicle...live journal help me!!!

going to see maza this saturday :)

sol_obsession @ 2009-11-07T23:15:00

2009-11-08T05:16:30Z

schools going well i guess since im busting my ass.....i might get an A in bio....saturday night and im in :) So...i need a boyfriend

sitting in 2nd floor of lib

2009-10-27T02:31:47Z

Im sitting in the library with a massive headache studying for stats exam tmww....i hate my life.

no more kevin
no more pele
no more nyesha
no more anything

make my sin stop dripping!!!

2009-09-18T04:58:21Z

i kinda like salisbry.. going home in two weeks!!!

Writer's Block: Home Remedies

2009-09-07T00:57:22Z

When you get sick or have a cold, what's your favorite remedy to make you feel better?

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I am sooo sick right now partly i wish it were swine flu then all the guys i have messwed with will feel for me... I HATE SALISBURY!!!,,, i miss kevin and i miss everyone at home

aaand** im waiting tables a rubys while im at school..does this meane eeim going to become a dropout??

pretty wings

2009-07-26T21:38:36Z

I want someone to love me..is that to much to ask for ?

everything I post on this journal..

2009-07-12T05:28:12Z

happens...everything i post on here happens..i got a D in my chem class..i passed but that doesnt transfer..AHHHHHHHH ive been in the most pissy mood lately i have been going to the gym however im so scared im going to end up being a college dropout waitress..like i said everything i post on here happens...sooo is that going to happen?

so far..

2009-07-01T02:52:23Z

Life is good..i guess one more day of chem class!! yes and then im free!! i can focus on finding a boyfriend

mhmmm so jamaican doesnt pick up my phone calls but he will flirt and talk to me at work..whats that about?

pornstar at my second job told me i was beautiful..no he really is a porn star!

i love the nicknames i give my men

manager firts

ex is still with his gf..bff told me that i need to start talking to him.she said he keeps asking her why im not speaking to him...she said it shows that he hurt me..which HE DID!! he really did which is why i don't talk to him.. its hard

monster...no he really looks like a monster...married but im attracted to him..and i dunno why hes asked me for my number saying his marriage is ending..do i really want to get into that shit again? Honestly, i don't think that hes worth it..at least hes not attractive enough

new guy ron...he got me very drunk and came to see me at work today..told me i was crazy but he still wanted to get to know me...i told him yes...mhm why the hell not? but i dont wanna be with willyks bums!!

im gonna shower and watch castle:)

school

2009-06-21T03:50:36Z

chemistry is really kicking my ass i think im gonna get a d in the class i cant rely on extra credit. i dont know what to do i hate dissapointing my parents.maybe school just isnt for me? i spoke with my manager today about it he told me if wanted to drop out of school i needed a backup plan and his was the restaurant..i cant resort to that

long time

2009-06-10T02:29:07Z

I havent really updated in a while im home =) yea! my grades were really bad chem is going okay so fay but i don't understand why i dont get things it comes so easily to other people...i chilled with jamaican the other night..that was fun...but i wanted to change..all my friends are getting into relationships and this is just depressing

maybe college just isnt for me

2009-05-14T19:23:44Z

shouldnt college be for those that actually get good grades? paying out the ass to get good grades right?

im very horny and frustrated :D ....four days till i go home!

ugh

2009-05-07T03:33:19Z

Fuck this shit dawg, I cant fucking breathe and im working on this paper that is clearly NOT going anywhere.. im frustrated and on top of that my roommate wants to go to ASA with me tmw..i mean they want her to go..but damn can I have one thing to myself? You know..jeesh

Coughin up a storm ppl think I have swine flu or something….my stomach hurts too..ughhhh and bio group is flaky nobody wants to work on the project tonight I am NOT meeting tomorrow morning..fuck that shit my best friend and her boyfriend broke up and I kind of told her that it was inevitable so shes kinda pissed I think..i need a fucking boyfriend

sol_obsession @ 2009-05-04T21:46:00

2009-05-05T01:46:54Z

Working on my 9 page paper due on the last day, literally two weeks left before i can go back home

I need a job

I need to register for summer classes
I need a boyfriend

Soooo ive been thinking about married man lately..i dont know why i called im twice and hung up when he answered i was so scared...if i start talking to him again im going to develop feelings..i will get strung along again and i am just so done with that.

And another thing my roomate seems to somehow try a nd talk to every guy i even show interest in. im so happy my fuck buddy did NOT know her whatsoever.. she acts like a sharamutha and its annoying.
And i fucking hate niggas man gooooosh

I met this guy last night hes sooo chill hes not the most attractive but hes real tight...he has a gf though...and shes gorgeous...o great....ive noticed that ever since my maried man ive beenattracted to guys with girls

shit

2009-04-30T00:33:51Z

School is hard and i feel like shit teres an african student association meeting tmw ive been going to the past two ones im mostly likely gonna go tmw...i dunno it feels like middle school all over again

where i would MAKE myself go to cheerleading practice even though all the girls were so mean to me

It just sucks you know i mean no ones mean to me at asa but i feel like they judge me because they see me smoking

Yea ill go ill make tj go with me he likes me;) i miss jerome

depressed

2009-04-22T01:18:34Z

Im so fucking depressed WHATTHEFUCK my chem class is fucking full what the hell am i supposed to do? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

the other woman

2009-04-19T17:33:45Z

HAPPY ETHIOPIAN EASTER

next week is remis birthday and my parents told me i could come home but my ethiopian friends here invited me for a barbecue....what do i do

and i called jerome last night....i get a text this morning" sorry brittany deleted your number :/"

WT?

WHOA

2009-04-17T03:02:55Z

Stayin in working on stat =) oh and guess what ryan has a girlfriend =)

Whew

2009-04-16T05:39:28Z

Its 1:36 am anddd im studying for bio...this class can NOT be like plant bio i swear im legit studying im just not grasping/understanding everything...ill sleep at 3... my parents let me take my car back and it got towed on its second night...i need to change..like asap OMG just wen i thought my life was going okay...

and the micro class i want to take next semester is full :( im depressed i want this week to be over..im not drinking this weekend :D

I miss my boy

if your horny lets do it

2009-04-06T05:27:53Z

I studied allll day..literally im so proud of myself..i better rape all these tests/quizzes i have coming up..mhm ive been looking at my livejournal posts and most of them deal with me talking about sex and/or being horny..is that bad?

crying

2009-04-05T07:24:20Z

i want to cry..i dont even know why im not an emotional person..its saturday and i am NOT in the mood to go out so im studying

i just want jerome..i loved him i really did

weed brownies

2009-04-02T00:59:27Z

I jus ate a weed brownie..haha waiting for it to kick in..i havent updated since b4 spring break..spring break was amazing..went home again last weekend.now iv been busting my ass to try and get good grades =) i still might apply to umd for transfer

So im still thinking why am i still attracted to men who are taken? it all started with my married man..now jerome has a girlfriend and hes like in fucking

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he cheated with me over spring break...i lovvvvve sleeping with him..although hes not that big he knows how to make me feel good.and i love giving him head..see i never gave head until him..this past summer i thought it was the most digusting thing ever...but i like making him happy

havent talked to my school fuck buddy either

best friend

2009-03-25T19:22:43Z

so...one of my best friends is mad at me..idk why she said i was "the most annoying bitch ever"..and deleted me from her facebook..idk i dont get it..she does that shit sometimes..whatever i act like idc and two days later shell start texting me again..she tried to hook me up with ryan..when i show no interest she keeps pushing him on me..yet now...when i am actually TRYING to talk to him she doesnt want me too..wtf...like make up ur mind bitch

maybe shes secretly fucking him? idk or has feelings forr him? you never know

i hate females sometimes they re too much fucking DRAMA im going home this weekend but not telling my parents....this should be entertaining.

cp

2009-03-25T12:18:23Z

Going to cp this weekend..not telling my parents so that i can just stay with nyesha...uhhhhi feel bad because i told dana to go but i think she wanted me to go as well so that she could chill with matt......yea soim going instead il proabbaly stay home the first night then with nye the second..i dunno