Its 1:36 am anddd im studying for bio...this class can NOT be like plant bio i swear im legit studying im just not grasping/understanding everything...ill sleep at 3... my parents let me take my car back and it got towed on its second night...i need to change..like asap OMG just wen i thought my life was going okay...


and the micro class i want to take next semester is full :( im depressed i want this week to be over..im not drinking this weekend :D



I miss my boy

i loved loved high school i never had drama so its really weird for me to go to college where i think everyones grown up to deal with drama..there sooo much shit going on honestly..ii know who i stay away from who i call my real friends and hopefully everything will get better soon im just going to tell myself that time will heal open wounds and i need to focus on school/chemistry


<3 ex boyfriend called today...didnt pick up