I jus ate a weed brownie..haha waiting for it to kick in..i havent updated since b4 spring break..spring break was amazing..went home again last weekend.now iv been busting my ass to try and get good grades =) i still might apply to umd for transfer

So im still thinking why am i still attracted to men who are taken? it all started with my married man..now jerome has a girlfriend and hes like in fucking
 

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he cheated with me over spring break...i lovvvvve sleeping with him..although hes not that big he knows how to make me feel good.and i love giving him head..see i never gave head until him..this past summer i thought it was the most digusting thing ever...but i like making him happy

havent talked to my school fuck buddy either

 

" You're an amazing girl, you surprise me in ways i never thought, I can't believe your in highschool...tell me why Erika found that note you wrote me while she was doing the laundry, luckily it was like crumpled up in money so she just handed me the money, that letter was raunchy..where did you learn to write like that? So what time do you think you'll get off, I don't really want to ask you in front of everybody... if you get off at 9 meet me by my car because I think I'm closing. What would you do If Erika came after you? She'd proabably just like cuss you out...I'm sure you can handle it."


i remember the first time we smoked weed together...he kept laughing at me because i wasnt inhaling right...after like an hour we were just fried.

He called me last night at 1:14 am and i missed it..and since i'm not allowed to call...i just wait 
 I don't get it..if he wants me to leave him alone..why is he calling? what does he want?